No Cheat March
I want to put a few thought down, mostly for myself. I don't know if I will ever publish this but on the off chance that I actually follow through - I want to have a real start point.
In 2 years I have gained back every ounce I lost 3 years ago. Meaning, I officially have to lose 50-60 pounds again. I don't even want to think about the reasons and the psychology behind this craziness - but it is what it is.
Stats:
W: 38
Hips: 41.5
Thigh: 25.5
Arm 14.5
Bust: 38-39
Butt: 19 at pubic bone
Some pictures:
My goal look:
I know it won't be easy. I have started and stopped so many times in the last 2 years. I'm completely miserable an obsessing every minute about what I eat. I either am binging and (controlled by food) or "dieting" (and controlled by food). I know I need to go back to clean eating. It worked well for me and I maintained it for several years. There a lot of reasons I quit and the "quitting" was really slow. I hope to do some posts later to get it all on "paper" and remind myself why I shouldn't go back there.
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